'97 Start Up

Keep talking myself out of breath Just expressing voices in my head Got my own conversation refuse to relate it to any bodies common sense No I don't see myself in the mirror Always wondering thinking who's here Done with acting like somebody Thinking I'm nobody Never cared for fitting in Talking shit about how I spend my time But it don't fucking matter we'll both die No I can't even hang with my friends I'm just bringing them down too depressed Yeah I'm always alone, silence my phone The end of the bottle is all that I know Having more trouble sleeping through the night Just fix it by drinking extinguish the light Cause my days are the same, wish it would change Might not leave my bed way too tired of pain Continue projecting keep saying I'm fine Coffee and cigarettes man look I'm alright Don't need another chance I'll f*ck it up again Yeah always coming down from something Notice that I'm the problem Maybe that's why I'm all alone, oh oooh Thats why I'm all alone, oh oooh Thats why I'm all alone, oh oooh Cause I'll f*ck it up again, yeah I'll f*ck it up again