Note to Self

What's our world like, did it get better overnight When's the last time, that you've seen the morning light Do we still not sleep, and have you found a god that you like to believe Do you think we've peaked, or is the best something that I'm just yet to see Or are you still ashamed of who you used to be Are you still a slave to the pain we tried to relieve Are you still the same old liar Or are you really clean this time and really just tired Does the weight of the world still put out every flame every fire Do you still believe in love Have you just had enough When we were kids what would we think of all of this Forty years down the line, tears cried, would we still be pissed Did you give up on all the signs or do you still think there might be something we missed At the end would we find maybe the was a rhyme or a reason to exist Or are you still ashamed of who you used to be Are you still a slave to the pain we tried to relieve Are you still the same old liar Or are you really clean this time and really just tired Does the weight of the world still put out every flame every fire Do you still believe in love Have you just had enough Still believe in love Or have you just had enough