If I Could Survive This

Focus on the goal not the journey, always looking for someone else to please Haunted by demons inside of me, she may be gone but she's with me Put others on high, I'm not good enough, fighting everyday to survive is tough Feeding on wins but the failure's rough, the torture in my head is just too much Finding my way through the darkness, I was running scared from the thoughts in my head Now I found my way to happiness If I can survive this, you will too Now life is so different for me, I smell the flowers and see the bees I feel the wind and don't fear the trees, I live what's right in front of me I'm present for the moments in my life, trust my gut I do what feels right Not scared of the dark, I sleep at night, I smell the rain and feel the warm light Finding my way through the darkness, I was running scared from the thoughts in my head Now I found my way to happiness If I can survive this, you will too Yeah there's no shame in saying I don't feel right I need some help from someone to get me through the night Can someone please show me my way back to the light 'Cos my mind's eye is cloudy I just don't have the sight Finding my way through the darkness, I was running scared from the thoughts in my head Now I found my way through the darkness If I can survive this, you will too