The Way I Am

Growing up my father told me "Son you know that boys don't cry" Bottled up emotion, always try to keep that shit inside Now I don't know how to feel College when I met you Never seen someone so beautiful Told me that you love me But you need somebody vulnerable But I don't know how I'm sorry for the way that I am Got problems that I don't understand Every time you ask me "babe, are you alright?" Then I stop like a deer in the headlights Thinking that you'll just get mad I'm sorry for the way that I am Got issues that I don't understand So every time you ask me "babe, are you alright?" Then I stop like a deer in the headlights I'm scared to love you like that So sorry for the way I am The way I am, the way I am So sorry for the way I am Don't expect you to stay After all these things I do Wish I could take your hand Promise that I'll pull us through But it's all undone No I can't take it back All the things I said before Moments come, watch them go Wish I said I love you more 'Cause it's not enough I'm sorry for the way that I am Got problems that I don't understand Every time you ask me "babe, are you alright?" Then I stop like a deer in the headlights Thinking that you'll just get mad I'm sorry for the way that I am Got issues that I don't understand So every time you ask me "babe, are you alright?" Then I stop like a deer in the headlights I'm scared to love you like that So sorry for the way I am The way I am, the way I am So sorry for the way I am