i feel you

It feels like I have been on this floor for days It feels like you have finally pulled me from the haze How do I know which fucked up world is real? Can you validate what I see, taste, and feel? Maybe I run from my feelings, but I run on you They tell me you're darkness, but I don't think thats true I'm slowly falling in a melancholy mood And I don't feel anything, but I feel, I feel you I swear you always give me everything I need When I'm not happy or sad, just empty I've never really felt what it's like to belong All I know is what's in my head feels wrong Maybe I run from my feelings, but I run on you They tell me you're darkness, but I don't think thats true I'm slowly falling in a melancholy mood And I don't feel anything, but I feel, I feel you You say I feel no emotion, but somehow I always cause a commotion Do you think that's true? Pull me into the waves, they call me the ruler of nothing the king At least I'll feel something Maybe I run from my feelings, but I run on you They tell me you're darkness, but I don't think thats true I'm slowly falling in a melancholy mood And I don't feel anything, but I feel, I feel you