Suburban Nothingness

These days I just don’t feel like myself And I’m too stubborn to get help These days I really don’t feel like me I’m living in someones body Can’t tell if I’m gone or if it’s just my mind I feel like I’m always running out of time Can’t explain the feeling, but I’m starting to obsess Maybe we’re just living in suburban nothingness I spent last night with my friends I think that it’s the loneliest I have been in a while I try to at least pretend That I’m young and I’m dumb and it’s really not the end I turn the music up loud 'Cause I don’t know what's coming when I come down We always f*ck it up, make a mess of it It’s almost like suburban nothingness Lately I’ve just been tryna hold on Don’t wanna wake up and it’s all gone I cried on my 18th I feel so crazy I spent all my time wishing that I’d grow up Now I’m here and it fucking sucks Can’t tell if I’m gone or if it’s just my mind I feel like I’m always running out of time Can’t explain the feeling, but I’m starting to obsess Someone wake me up from this suburban nothingness I spent last night with my friends I think that it’s the loneliest I have been in a while I try to at least pretend That I’m young and I’m dumb and it’s really not the end I turn the music up loud 'Cause I don’t know what's coming when I come down We always f*ck it up, make a mess of it It’s almost like suburban nothingness Can you feel it coming? Can you feel it coming? I think I feel it coming Can you feel it coming? Don't know who I'm becoming I think I feel it coming I think I feel it Feel it I spent last night with my friends I think that it’s the loneliest I have been in a while I try to at least pretend That I’m young and I’m dumb and it’s really not the end I turn the music up loud 'Cause I don’t know what's coming when I come down We always f*ck it up, make a mess of it It’s almost like suburban Around here there's nothing to do But you got me and I got you We’ll always stay close right? Promise that you’ll never forget tonight