Nothing Ever Ends

I won't walk, can't walk out on that stage And I can't always go along Convinced myself I had a place I won't walk until I'm sure it's wrong Spent all this time in a race Which really makes no sense at all See, we all die at the same pace To be just as happy to have us lead lives, of empty A hole in humanity I know it isn't just me And I suppose once I've figured out what's wrong There'll be no more need for all these songs I think they're guiding me Closer to what, an answer? I don't know, But I do know that as long as I'm in my skin I'll be somewhere no one's ever been What are we looking for? already we are all so original Oh And I still remember it today Pools of life, bathed in flame A most comforting abyss To have known a life such as this And if the cosmic debt remains unpaid I'll be back there again someday This life is full of waiting Waiting for dreams to send, For life to end And if the doors of perception should be cleansed Reveal that nothing ever ends At least not how we thought it Nothing ever as it seems To me A hard look and I don't know what I see And I don't know what to expect from me To put all of my efforts to fill your dreams of me What I should be When I could spend it all like this so easily So go and let me do it by myself I don't remember asking you for help I can't be a part of the grand scheme You know I had a look to see It's just not for me And if really nothing is ever to change At least I lived and breathed today To spend your whole life racing A race to what end Not if but when