Gotta Rant

Man I added this beat cause I been feeling so fucked up Is the one beat even really enough? Nah it never was so I'll shut the f*ck up I got so much shit on my plate I don't even know what I should start to say Depression so rough, my limbs tend to fall weak I pray these emotions bring me to my peak This life was never even made up for me Ten hour shifts, five days a week And me and my brothers left so far apart Two separate worlds shared with my single heart But now I reside away, I can't let myself die today I can't let these facts drain me of my life But it grips my throat tight with its might Tight with it's might, yes you heard me right Another day to waste, living through all the pain Rant to my friends, they think that I'm insane My lover too sick to hear the fear in my plea I see clear, it's the reason i weep Treat me like my slate, just get it all clean Even if it means putting an end to me Night by night I fall to my knees Praying the Creator has a plan for me Cause man if he doesn't, I might fall loose Neck fell in the noose, you could read all the clues I won't spell it out for you Man these past months been rough Only held on cause I love too much But the love of my life remains in her haze I suffer as Im forced to watch her decay Mmh yeah Hey man, maybe one day shit will get better I really couldn't say but I pray that it gets better Everything just been piling up and honestly, I've had enough Please just hold me tight my love, I'm scared too much Everything has been feeling so rough, man I've had enough At my limits, crying in the crib, ain't been turning up I been home alone, stuck in my abode Balling hard as ever, I'll live forever like I'm engraved in stone