Slip Up

Slipped up here like I do everywhere Ripping out my hair, my loved ones start to stare They stay worried but they ain't got shit to say No words can relay til the day it's too late Man I feel like the greatest, like a God amongst men My therapist might recommend I get some medication Patience is a virtue, I needed it to get here Spirit so low so I had to fill my beer For the fifth time tonight, I'll have to get high No love in her eyes, I feel like I just died Man it ain't enough to hear, you gotta make it clear Make me feel all sweet, like a sugar recipe complete Bitch I got the secrets written down We argued once too much, now I'm painted clown I don't gotta stay around Just say the words and I'll peacefully return the crown Surprised I kept my job, my insides bout to rot You lie here and there and can go through a lot Fallen to my edge too many times, there's no cut left Even if I was the best I'll always feel amongst the pest Slipped up here like I do everywhere Ripping out my hair, my loved ones start to stare They stay worried but they ain't got shit to say No words can relay til the day it's too late It's already too late, I been through it all A bit higher distance and it's a fatal fall I miss my family, I miss my brothers But here I got another, so where do I stay? My heart and mind all cluddered up Day and night I'm cuddled up With the love of my life, or so I thought If it's meant to be, am I meant to stay here? Or will I leave it all behind, drenched in tears? Slipped up here like I do everywhere Ripping out my hair, my loved ones start to stare They stay worried but they ain't got shit to say No words can relay til the day it's too late