April Leaves

After all of this time by myself I can't decide if I want to find somebody else Or stay together and then make you my spouse Yeah, nah, that just ain't sounding right Because together we got a dullness to our light But I can`t trust myself to leave you anymore Cause then what the f*ck did I take you back for I don't fucking know, seems to waste my time But at least I learned a bit, seems just fine But my life with you is starting to make me feel tired And the way you posting with your homie got me fired up But for what? You don't tеxt me anyway And y'all hanging out, so f*ck it, he can have you You ask mе what's the issue and I don't know what to say besides check a mirror Looking in mine asking "where's the hero?" Cause I don't want to start again at ground zero Once my home girl called me her hero But now I need some saving, falling so deep I can see Satan My feet falling in the fire, but I'm still so cold Feeling like Capone, up on top but so alone Girl, grab my hand, pull me up, please You dropped me once before and now we in another squeeze So now I'm scared, I'm horrified at the thought Of you being the one to pull me up, because you dropped And who said that you wouldn't ever do it again Nobody, and that's the problem, you didn't either And when she said she missed me, man I believed her That's something you never said, man I wonder why Maybe I should hit her up and ask her why She got a man too, and he's a bitch that I don't like Maybe if she on my line again then we all eye for eye And man, I can't even lie, after that I might just die