Memories

My mind is so clouded bitch Feeling so numb, put the blade to my wrist Maybe I'll feel it this time This been the decline of a life time I don't need no damn hotline Bitch I'll die if I want Oh you're scared? Good I stood up off the ground, threw my hood back around my head Then I told you I'd end up dead Poppin the pills again Even though I could never forget What they did to me, how they fucked up my life Felt so cold without my light Yeah, I don't fucking know why I'm back on the fucking bullshit again but whatever Okay Lately I forget everything Voice so weak from all the singing Oh I meant all of the screaming My head is so loud, the voices cloud My thoughts and all of my feelings I just wish I wasn't alone I wish I could still text your phone But I remember the things that I'd done And I know you don't care what you did So why should I try to come back again Maybe one day you'll see my vision Or maybe one day my heart multiples our division I'm gone