Funeral Service (feat. Jimmy Rhodes)

Welcome to the funeral service Of a living boy whose soul is dead He once had a loving family But all that love was gone by two-thousand and eighteen He was doomed in that house, he was doomed from the start And the holes in the wall matched the holes in his heart He stood on the side while they tore themselves apart He took after his brother, turned his pain into art But its not fair It's not even right When a nightmare Is better than real life Welcome to the funeral service Of a living boy whose soul is dead He once had a loving family But is all that true, did he really? There was never a time when his family was fine There was anger and drinking and pain the whole time When you really look at the entire decline It all stems from a choice made in two-thousand nine But it's not fair It's not even right When a nightmare Is better than real life Welcome to the funeral service Of a living boy whose soul is dead He once had a loving girlfriend But she cut him off and made it end And he never found real love that wasn't senseless He got a broken heart, was left defenseless He'd want to try again, but his heart is strengthless Seventeen years old, never had his first kiss But it's not fair It's not even right When a nightmare Is better than real life Can it be that it was all Wrong from the start? Can a pain that's worse than death Be turned into art? Oh, it tears people apart Welcome to the funeral service Of a living boy whose soul is dead He once had a life like anyone else But these traumatic memories plagued his head