Showing Up (feat. Blvckhvrt)

Yeah you going off saying who you want me to be Cause I ain't showing up threatening that you gonna leave Cause I ain't showing love saying you just want to be free I feel like giving up cause here I am just trying to be me Why you telling all your friends all of those words Telling everybody that we're over When last night on a phone call You said it would work as long as I give my all to you Girl let me say I'll fall for you There's nothing that I wouldn't do Just give me a chance to prove to you (Prove to you) Yeah you going off saying who you want me to be Cause I ain't showing up threatening that you gonna leave Cause I ain't showing love saying you just want to be free I feel like giving up cause here I am just trying to be me You were everything I needed then you left me to bleed That's why I'm dying in my room drinking whiskey that's neat Now I'm blacked out crying in the back of a Jeep Cause I could never be everything you want me to be Now I'm jacked in the head having dreams of being Cobain Sixteen lines I feel like tony with the cocain Highest in the room cause I'm steady smoking propane Death no shawty can you help me write my own name Yeah you going off saying who you want me to be Cause I ain't showing up threatening that you gonna leave Cause I ain't showing love saying you just want to be free I feel like giving up cause here I am just trying to be me Yeah you going off saying who you want me to be Cause I ain't showing up threatening that you gonna leave Cause I ain't showing love saying you just want to be free I feel like giving up cause here I am just trying to be me Yeah I'm tired of the lies Yeah I'm tired yeah I'm tired of the pain that's inside In my mind in my mind that ain't doing me right no That ain't doing me right (Oh no) Yeah you going off saying who you want me to be Cause I ain't showing up threatening that you gonna leave Cause I ain't showing love saying you just want to be free I feel like giving up cause here I am just trying to be me