Bullet Holes and Bottles

Driving down a highway 10 with a half Smoked cigarette in my hand On my right, a bottle of Beam I'm swerving can't see the lines in between You packed your bags, right in that van Left behind your memories as you ran Now you're running away, and I'm running from pain Drinking through this damned whiskey like a bullet train Now I'm five shots in with a bottle to go And enough liquor here just to drown my soul You say that it's nothing, yet you played in my skull And you left my heart with a bullet hole I was searching for something that you just couldn't give And it took me forever just to learn how to live No, I'm not turning back, I'm leaving you in the past Cause I broke the curse on me that you had cast From the beginning of us, there were problems with trust I told you I was broken till I learned how to love There's a fire out back, and I'm burning our past Threw our memories together when I took out the trash And you're still running away, and I've healed from my pain That you left with me on that fateful day I was 10 shots in and no more bottles to go And no more whiskey here to help me fill the hole You left me with nothing, so then I took control And I healed my heart from your bullet hole