A Year in the Making

Just sitting on a cold night alone Flipped up the belly of my phone To lift my itchy dog wearing cone conscious To find a buried bone Turns out there's a bunch Much more than it seems But what I'm looking for behind this screen I don't know Uncertainty is it worth it G Maybe I should put this thing down for a Minute jeez It's too much right now I plea and plea So I shut it off and sip a little iced tea On one hand I want hideaway from the storm While on the other It's important to stay informed But based on your platform It can come a little lukewarm Like the gas in my tank I need to refill To take breather and let my thoughts spill But chill this isn't just about me I only have my experience you see Everyone has a story A vision And a set of beliefs Info as wide and open as the sea And sometimes it's hard to know what to believe As I sit here all alone Thinking bout the things I see on my phone Riots Corruption Disease is known Police on the lease of a legal throne As I scroll up Never know what next will show up To tragedy to agony I anxiously scroll My sanity taken as a priceless toll My head is spinning in a mindless roll Round and round one word to the next Like everybody studied this and they know best Like I'm wrong and you're right Well tell yourself that every night Yeah This game we fight For what They're face they die For what The fame we cite For what To claim they right For what Damn As I scroll down Notice all the things that go round From the Cali beaches to the White House To Liberty and the Deep South Information across the nation Should I be scared Man now I'm waiting For the TRUTH Without it for sure One thing is certain Is FEAR Widen the divide The new frontier While I'm sitting here crying oil tears Over these thoughts and royal fears Making history with passing years Oh I'm venting now let's shift the gears As the coming of age is showing here It's direction remains unclear Can't speak for all a in piece of art Hope to be humble Wants to be smart In a moment I'm left to depart To clear my conscious and find my heart So I can come play my part Even while things fall apart Everyday a beginning A new chance to start As I sit here all alone Thinking bout the things I see on my phone Riots Corruption Disease is known Police on the lease of a legal throne