Opening Up

If only you could see, the love I had to give All these feelings changed, not sure how to live I've opened up my heart, I've let you in my life We've planned a future, thought you as my wife Now I'm not sure, the whole vibe has changed You took my heart, started playing games An I played along, but felt the tides change A whole different energy predicted the pain Now opening up, is gonna be harder for me When the next girl comes, it'll be harder to breath I'm bottling up , the thoughts in my head I don't wanna talk, I'm gonna smoke instead Now opening up, is gonna be harder for me When the next girl comes, it'll be harder to breath I'm bottling up , the thoughts in my head I don't wanna talk, I'm gonna smoke instead If only you knew, what you lost in me Broke the trust, every piece Can't fix what you did, the scars remain Certain songs won't hit the same Television shows, reminded pain Open bottles, I hear your name I've given it all, everything I had Trying so hard, not to get mad But everything's gone, fell down the drain My heart breaks, when I hear your name Healing these wounds,a difficult task Not sure how move,supposed to be free at last Yet I feel chained, stuck with my pain Mind goes inane, all up in my brain Words they replay, watch like a movie Have to accept that you just abused me Now opening up, is gonna be harder for me When the next girl comes, it'll be harder to breath I'm bottling up , the thoughts in my head I don't wanna talk, I'm gonna smoke instead Now opening up, is gonna be harder for me When the next girl comes, it'll be harder to breath I'm bottling up , the thoughts in my head I don't wanna talk, I'm gonna smoke instead Fade away from it all, away from it all I know I will fall, know I will fall You Can't fix what you broke All is now gone Feeling so wrong Fade away from it all, away from it all I know I will fall, know I fall You Can't fix what you broke All is now gone Feeling so wrong Now opening up, is gonna be harder for me When the next girl comes, it'll be harder to breath I'm bottling up , the thoughts in my head I don't wanna talk, I'm gonna smoke instead Now opening up, is gonna be harder for me When the next girl comes, it'll be harder to breath I'm bottling up , the thoughts in my head I don't wanna talk, I'm gonna smoke instead Now opening up, is gonna be harder for me When the next girl comes, it'll be harder to breath I'm bottling up , the thoughts in my head I don't wanna talk, I'm gonna smoke instead Now opening up, is gonna be harder for me When the next girl comes, it'll be harder to breath I'm bottling up , the thoughts in my head I don't wanna talk, I'm gonna smoke instead