my worst life

I get caught up in the mix sometimes Making music, I don't go outside Now I'm dreaming of another life If anyone asks then I say I'm fine Take it back to the first time that we kissed On the beach bout an hour before the sunset It was a regular day up until then But little did I know I would regret it And then that day turned to weeks, and those weeks turned to months And then those months made a year, of my life suck Steady hating myself ever since you left Really fucked me up while you when out with your friends I just wanna feel something Nothing ever feels right, you're the only one in sight I got no plans for my future, whatever I'm trying my best but I'm living my worst life I just wanna feel something Nothing ever feels right, you're the only one in sight I got no plans for my future, whatever I'm trying my best but I'm living my worst life Let that sink in Got all these thoughts in my head, I'm too tired for thinking I cannot stay focused, stare off in the distance I cannot help but feel like there's something missing What's missing is something more than my perspective I cannot collect it My thoughts fall down My thoughts fall down My thoughts fall down I get caught up in the mix sometimes Making music, I don't go outside (my thoughts fall down) Now I'm dreaming of another life (my thoughts fall down) If anyone asks then I say I'm fine Then I say I'm fine Then I say I'm fine I just wanna feel something Nothing ever feels right, you're the only one in sight I got no plans for my future, whatever I'm trying my best but I'm living my worst life I'm trying my best but I'm living my worst life (then I say I'm fine) I'm living my worst life I'm living my worst life Trying my best but I'm living my worst life But I'm getting better Still can't believe that you would steal my sweater But that's ok because I bought another one and gave it to I I can't sleep I can't sleep I can't sleep I can't sleep I can't sleep knowing that you got a new life Don't tempt me, not afraid to stab with a knife I can't breathe, wake me in the dead of the night I can't sleep I can't sleep And I can't sleep