thanks, for wasting all of my time

I know I was assertive But I'm still a different person When I try, I feel discouraged Wish it wouldn't fucking hurt and And I know that it hurts sometimes But you got to let it go Wish I known How to implement that through my catharsis (I mean it has to all be a fucking dream, right?) (Like, there's no way this shit is real) I'm just a fragment of my past Still living in the days when I thought we would last And I can't get them back I'm looking for it but I cannot find it I have got some problems of mine and It's not my fault I can't solve them Like I reinstall, you keep coming back You split my life in half One's falling, the other one's still in tact I'm reckless, yeah, I know that You left me, I got my time back You say I've changed, I can't control that Now I'm so high, like where the lows at Drowning in my thoughts at night I'm thinking this ain't feeling right I made a couple sacrifices Been some months, I lost my license Driving through route 90 and I know it's not the time to say That I've went all my life just to think about you a waste my time again I know It's not my fault I can't solve them Like I reinstall, you keep coming back You split my life in half One's falling, the other one's still in tact I'm reckless, yeah, I know that You left me, I got my time back You say I've changed, I can't control that Now I'm so high, like where the lows at It's not my fault, I can't solve them I reinstall, keep coming back You split my life in half One's falling, I'm still in tact I'm reckless, yeah I know that You left me, I got my time back You say I changed, I can't control that Now I'm so high, like where the lows at