Scarecrow

Yeah I think I'm 'bout to lose it Why do I have such a hard time choosing? I just feel so goddamn stupid Now I don't know what I'm doing I spent all my days I spent all my days Tryna get myself not to run away Yeah I said that I could stay right here for you But I did it anyway If only I could stand there every day Scaring all the bad thoughts out your brain If I did what I'm supposed to you'd be okay But I don't know how to love you the right way It could all be fine but I make mistakes Cause I got a heart but I got no brain Yeah they told me I'll move on but it's not the same And I'm withering away Yeah I guess no-one likes a skinny kid Yeah especially when they grow up to become a piece of shit But I didn't have a choice it's either fight or be a bitch And I'll never let myself be that fucking kid again Yeah I hate him Everything I change is what I fix You'll never be able to give me all the lovin' that I missed You'll never get to me at all yeah my skin is too thick Never cared 'bout what you said Only cared 'bout what you did Don't waste your time on me I'm just a lost cause Imma get so mad that I don't know what Imma push you away yeah until you're gone Sorry I pushed you out of line I'm just running out of time Tryna be somebody I'm not And I'm withering away If only I could stand there every day Scaring all the bad thoughts out your brain If I did what I'm supposed to you'd be okay But I don't know how to love you the right way It could all be fine but I make mistakes Cause I got a heart but I got no brain Yeah they told me I'll move on but it's not the same And I'm withering away You don't want my love You just want my time You just wanna take from me and never say goodbye You don't wanna talk You just wanna lie You'll do anything you want and never pay the price