PhoneWithDeath(Last Call)

"Your call has been forwarded to an automatic voice message system" Hello Not gonna lie, this might be my last time calling I don't really leave voicemails too often It's just been way too long since I talked to you And I ain't gonna lie, I'm kinda scared of life without you Scared of living I just feel like you're the only person that ever made it right for me"Please record your message When you have finished recording, you may hang up or press one Other day you had called me, you asked me how I felt and I couldn't even tell you Shit fuckin' sucks And I know you still healing from all this shit that I put you through All the shit that we been through But I do want you to know I love you Till death do us part I've been on the phone with death but God keep tellin me to breathe Woulda took a shot for you know you wouldn't do the same for me So I'm tired of going to funerals, that shit do somethin' to me When I touched his cold hand it's like that shit just stuck with me Keep takin' drugs when I'm sober my demons catch up to me My heart so cold when we done fuckin' can you cuddle me? She so toxic but I'ma f*ck her slowly, she mean somethin' to me My mind gone, when you come around I got my gun on me I've been in my feelings lately, tell me how you feelin' baby I keep hearin' God in my ear, he keep tryna wake me up He keep tryna wake me up (He keep tryna wake me up) He keep tryna wake me up! He keep tryna wake me up! I'm hearin' voices in my head and I can't tell if this shit real I started hatin' love, every time they give it shit ain't real I'm kinda jealous, cause you already knowing how you feel I'm off these drugs, I never really know how I'm feelin I'm so fucked up, put my blood sweat and tears into these bitches All for one If I die right now I don't know who really with me Big 30 made it