Before I rest

I wanna hear your voice before I fall asleep On the phone or in my room, you're in my head Oh, what to do? I wanna see your face before I fall asleep On the phone or in my room, you're in my head Oh, what to do Oh, I can't escape it Oh, it's getting dangerous I think about hurting myself And I cannot take it Oh, I'm getting anxious It's fucking up my mental health And when you said I shouldn't worry about you leaving I had cried because I seen right through your lies You're so deceiving When you said I shouldn't worry about you leaving I had cried because I seen it in your eyes You didn't mean it I don't believe it I can never trust shit, you say shit I can barely trust myself I need some help I admit that I need some help Baby, you're my favorite hell I know you ain't good for my health I know I should find someone else But I don't want to, babe I'm already fucked up Oh, just one more drink And then I'll try to go home Can we just go back to your place We can relive the old days Saw your face every Sunday You would go on to church Just to come on to my place We can have us a good day I'm going on 17 And I'm not even me Baby, what does this mean? I wish we just never met I wish it was all a dream Cause I was happy before And now I'm dreading tomorrow I don't wanna see the morning I wanna hear your voice before I fall asleep On the phone or in my room You're in my head, oh, what to do I wanna see your face before I fall asleep On the phone or in my room You're in my head, oh, what to do Oh, I can't escape it Oh, it's getting dangerous I think about hurting myself And I cannot take it Oh, I'm getting anxious It'sfucking up my mental health