Hate me the most.

And I hate me the most, I ain't never felt this way before These days all I do is cope, since that day I ran out of hope These days I just rome my room and hope that you come back real soon But you gon' lead me to my doom man f*ck that shit, I hate me too And I hate me the most, I've been burnt out cooked like toast I'm just rottin in my bed, I ain't even left my home You ain't even left my head And I hate me the most, what, what, what, what And I hate me the most, where do you go when I need you woah Take my life real fast not slow, pull the plug and watch me go Kill me soft, don't kill me slowly, really miss the old me, happy to come home me And it's all your fault, I'm okay, please don't cry, mom I'm not where I used to be, I don't think I'm even me And I hate me the most, what, and I hate me the most, what, what, what, what Tell me where did all the time go We was moving fast just until you made the time slow Left me in September, said it wasn't forever We can be together, now's just not the time, like Can we get the time right, I miss when you were mine, like Lookin' in your eyes, like you gon' leave my life, right You make me feel like I'm a bother, feel like I'm a burden I was once your person you wanna spend your life with Call your phone and hope you answer Tonight might be my last final breath can not come faster My last word's gon' be your name Allie, baby, I'm insane Sorry if I've caused you pain Hope you love me like you said And I hate me the most, more than you could ever know Everything is just my fault, I cannot have nothing good I miss when I was a kid, never worried about a bitch But she's so much more than that, oh she made me wanna live How you gonna take that away, expect me to be okay Oh I'm wrong cause I'm insane?, I'm the only one I hate And I hate me the most, what And I hate me the most, what What What What