it's already november?!

I've been faking the smile that's been on my face I've been taking a while just to be okay It's been taking a toll on me every day I cannot take no more, I want to get away That's just how I'm feeling, let me know just What the deal is Tell em all my songs is fake, but I couldn't Be no realer I just don't want you to worry, I don't want You feeling sorry Mom and dad, I'm doing good, promise I'm not Gonna hurt me And we're going nowhere, so why do we talk And I'm going nowhere, oh baby, I'm stuck And my heart keeps racing, eyes keep Pouring whenever we go out Attached to your soul, and I just can't Get out It's already November, can't we just chill Now? And my mind keeps racing, heart keeps pouring When I write all these songs All these songs, I think I'm right more than Wrong I think it's taking too long for me to get Over you What you expect me to do You're the first girl that I loved, you're the only one I want I think I'm forever stuck Stuck forever, oh how I wish I could change the weather If I could, then it would never be getting better It would rain, just like my eyes, they do all day Bring out the sun, I'll let it shine, just like your face Take me back to when I saw you on Saturday I was busy just doing things outside of the city Then I saw you and I'm in awe, cause you're so pretty And you broke my heart, in the start of the fall Now I just cry, and I don't know how to stop Oh, and I can't take it, we're both changing, can we go back to July Everything was perfect until it was not I was so certain that you were the one Oh, and I can't take it, I'm too young to feel this way, man And it's already November, it was all about us Now we're just some I remember, embark on this endeavor We could've be forever, you're worth all of my effort Hope you're getting the message, All of these songs are directed To you, to you, Attached to your soul and I just can't get out It's already November, can we just chill now And my mind keeps racing, my heart keeps pouring When I write all these songs It's coming straight from the heart, I hope you hear what I say I hope you replay that part, I promise I'm going far I'm shooting straight for the moon, at least I'll land on the stars I don't know where you are, and I don't know what I want I've been faking the smile that's been on my face I've been taking a while just to be okay It's been taking a toll on me every day I cannot take no more, I wanna get away