scary

I'm scared of finding spiders in a corner I'm scared of feeling trapped inside a room I'm scared of eating on my own In case I slowly choke to death on food I'm scared of all the words that might come out my mouth If I open it too soon But nothing compares To how much it scares me To feel how I do About you I'm scared of having nothing left to say I'm scared that all my friends will go away I'm scared of sad things happening in happy times Like on a holiday I'm scared that after ups there must come downs And all you can do then is wait But nothing prepared me For how much it scared me To feel how I do Today Driving on the motorway Insomnia Losing the ones I love Burning myself Being lied to The Woman in Black Feeling physically in pain And forgetting how to cry Watch a parent lose a parent Lead an unfulfilling life Growing numb and disconnected 'Cus it's all a bit too much But nothing's as scary As last February When I knew I loved you Nothing prepared me For something as scary As being in love With you