Is This How I

Someone once said to me along time ago Don't be scared, it'll be alright With my heart on my sleeve I quietly broke down and cried It was all just a delicate mess My hands full of tears And my heart was gathering dust Is this for real Cause it's making me fade Getting lost in my maze I've forgotten my way Is this how I heal Cause I forgot how to pray And my silence is choking me up I caught my reflection staring back at me Wondering what the hell went wrong Bringing me down to my knees Pull yourself together she screamed So I shot for my sword and I grabbed my shield Is this how I feel Is this for real Cause it's making me fade Getting lost in my maze I've forgotten my way Is this how I heal Cause I forgot how to pray And my silence is choking me up Is choking me up Is choking me up Is this how I Is this how I feel