Mesmerized

Every single day I've tried to find myself All the little bits seem to be somewhere else Why didn't I close the door long ago I don't know Every single time I've looked myself in the eyes The girl that's staring back seems to be mesmerised The truth that I'm told that I hold quietly Has to leave And in the end it spins and spins, inside my head Like a merry-go-round And in the end it wins and wins, inside my head Breaking me down And in the end it spins and spins, inside my head Like a merry-go-round And in the end it wins and wins, inside my head Breaking me down