i miss you

It's like a never ending walk On a path I've been on a million times It's something i'm not familiar with I'm struggling to find a good reason why Eight years I've dealt with this The ledge that I've been walking is pretty damn high Sometimes i'm calmer but Seems pretty easy to just take my own life I woke up the other day with some shit on my mind No route to talk to you, no path to get the right vibes I've been messed up for a while and i don't think i'll be alright Can you answer your phone? I've been trying to talk I got some real fucked up thoughts, can you at least help me solve The problem that I've got when i start to miss you Really sucks that i can't talk all my problems through Don't you ever go back and think about what could have been All the long conversations and just being good friends If you want me to apologize Then i'm sorry i can't read between the lines Hopefully this is the last you hear of me Because God, i suck at saying my goodbyes I'm not okay, I'm not alright I just miss the times when we'd just talk and not fight Or argue over stupid little shit I miss when you spoke to me, now all i get is silence