NOT ME

You wanna love somebody that I can't be You wanna love somebody that I can't be You wanna love, wanna love, but I can't give it up, you need somebody else, and it's not me Wanna love, wanna love, but I can't give it up, you need somebody else, and it's not me Told me needed patience hyperventilating, I cannot relate, cannot hold a conversation Go on unadvised how much can we lie Every time we stay I know it gon hurt inside me Take 2 down 4 more semi-auto throat got me jumping out the window and I'm flying Said we needed time, but it's all alright I know the vibe, we can't deny what we decided You wanna love somebody that I can't be You wanna love somebody that I can't be You wanna love, wanna love, but I can't give it up, you need somebody else, and it's not me Wanna love, wanna love, but I can't give it up, you need somebody else, and it's not me Time will heal it all I know we won't love the same But it's all ok Cause I be moving strong, moving along Meditated confiscated all these different moody songs Unloading my emotions how I cope with covid and my loneliness I never miss a call from my father's doctor miss You can't ever tell me that I never realized The true pain inside that will truly never die F*ck the onions man sometimes I just need to cry Need my mother's shoulders so we heal and can revive Know this pain in specific came alive Disrupted my relationships in life F*ck my blame it's me and my mind No rewind leave the past all behind Time will heal it all I know we won't love the same But it's all ok You wanna love somebody that I can't be You wanna love somebody that I can't be You wanna love, wanna love, but I can't give it up, you need somebody else, and it's not me Wanna love, wanna love, but I can't give it up, you need somebody else, and it's not me