Crazy

Crazy, crazy Am I going Crazy, crazy Am I going Crazy, crazy Am I going Am I going Am I going Crazy, crazy Am I going Am I going Am I going Double agent causing chaos Can't trust my own thoughts Intrusinsion in my mind Insanity isn't what I sought Peace is what I wanna find My mind has dropped the ball Blow my brains out Piscosso one of a kind Make more sense of a splatter on a wall No one is awake I don't know who to call Can't tell if this is real Is this real I need to relearn how to feel Need to take my fill Losing it Need to take my pills Call a real doctor not a Phill If you do I might need to kill F*ck I feel it going manic Trying not to panic Sinking faster than the Titanic Hide the fact im frantic Feeling nothing flat attack Reverting back Lost my track I don't even know how to act Voices in my head start to attack I have lost realities track My Mind started fading My Eyes are dilatating Voices start invading I'm Losing all my concentration Am I going (Crazy) Am I going (Crazy) Am I going (Crazy) Am I going (Crazy) Am I going (Crazy) Am I going (Crazy) Am I going Crazy Left to suffer without any treatments The hatred starts to deepen Hand to hand with all of my demons Left bruised broken and beaten Left to die to rot like a cretin Scatter schizophrenic Diagnosis causing panic People acting like its pathogenic Thinking I'm dangerous Walking with slit wrist It isn't helping That my brain is melting Tell me You think I'm crazy I cant be I swear I think I still have my sanity Just mixed with insanity I swear I'm not Crazy I swear I swear I'm not crazy F*ck I just I need my pills