Go Away

Yeah, yeah Adrenaline running in and out my veins, tryna put together pieces tryna take away the pain Always raining, wanna faint, cannot breathe I cannot think All these clouds won't go away Adrenaline running in and out my veins, tryna put together pieces tryna take away the pain Always raining, wanna faint, cannot breathe I cannot think All these clouds won't go away, please go away Takin' pills since I was 11 never felt like they was a helping Things were good turned on me I knew they would F*ck this pain all that it brings OCD digging a hole for my body take my soul filled with coal, always suspended from school, yeah Always suspended from school, yeah Always suspended from school Adrenaline running in and out my veins, tryna put together pieces tryna take away the pain Always raining, wanna faint, cannot breathe I cannot think All these clouds won't go away Adrenaline running in and out my veins, tryna put together pieces tryna take away the pain Always raining, wanna faint, cannot breathe I cannot think All these clouds won't go away, please go away Bad boy bad boy, that's all I used to hear, maybe I'm just different is that what you want to here Maybe it's right that i'm here, only thing I fear is fear Messed up in the head I can't see straight, gotta take 300 just to see straight So much damn anxiety I can't even eat cheesecake, I gotta be fake Feelin' low most of the time, hoping it'll get easy, don't wanna get queasy, that's my OCD it's creepin' on me Quietly, entirely, it's using me, abusing me It's using me abusing me, I hate it but I sit with it I hate it but I sit with it that's how gon' get rid of it Yeah, yeah Adrenaline running in and out my veins, tryna put together pieces tryna take away the pain Always raining, wanna faint, cannot breathe I cannot think All these clouds won't go away Adrenaline running in and out my veins, tryna put together pieces tryna take away the pain Always raining, wanna faint, cannot breathe I cannot think All these clouds won't go away, please go away Stuck out here in Boston tryna tighten up my screws, tryna try on all my shoes, thinking maybe ima lose Shiver in my room while I listen to some tunes, yuh Trying not to break rules, while I think on what to do, I don't know what to do, while I think on what to do Adrenaline running in and out my veins, tryna put together pieces tryna take away the pain