How im feeling

Sometimes it hurts to listen to what you already know Just let the past be the past, but that's what hurts the most This shit eat me up inside, I've been through this before It's time to open up my eyes, I gotta take it slow Sometimes I hate the life I live, that's what I made it though If I can go back to the times where I ain't even know I would've Stayed away from shit that I ain't need to know Now it's too late, so now I'm living with a dirty soul And I need to change the way that I'm living Before I end up in the ground or dealing with a sentence Damn, I miss my brother, he been locked up for a minute I can't trust a soul, it's been that way for a minute I cry, I'm using drug after drug, I'm high That's the only time that I can deal with this life I hate to know a nigga only living just to die My head keeps spinning, I keep sinning I keep thinking, f*ck this life Don't say that you love me, you don't mean it My eyes get teary, but that's alright Sometimes it hurts to listen to what you already know Just let the past be the past, but that's what hurts the most This shit eat me up inside, I've been through this before It's time to open up my eyes, I gotta take it slow Sometimes I hate the life I live, that's what I made it though If I can go back to the times where I ain't even know I would've stayed away from shit that I ain't need to know Now it's too late, so now I'm living with a dirty soul I need to change the way that I'm living Everywhere I go, they got me labeled as a villain, I've been out the way for a minute Thinking to myself, just smoking, staring at the ceiling Staring at the ceiling Staring at the ceiling Staring at the ceiling Got me living with this feeling