Nightmares (R.I.P. Marquis)

Yeah I been so down bad yeah I can't go back there Yeah I been so down bad This shit will gives you nightmares Plenty nights all alone had to learn how to fight fear So many nights all alone and they left me right here Lost my cousin and I felt like I was right there All I got is memories now all I got is times shared And I should've checked for you and let you know I'm right here I don't dream no more cuz I'm stuck on having nightmares I can't take this pain away You can take this pain for what it's worth now Cause I ain't been the same since you left earth now Word for word discussing how my life's the worst now Pictures in my room And on my shirt cant put this shirt down I'm strong enough to put your name inside my verse now Marquis your birthday bout to be feeling like the worse now Way more versatile I be trying not to curse now Relapsing off them pills I had to put the perks down Hard to get my verse down living life it's hurts now We came up from lil niggas hooping in the playground Every time I see your moms what I'm suppose to say now How I'm suppose to make it if we was walking like the same now You had no pops I had no pops we had to hold that pain down I swear it's harder holding tears when in the rain now Yeah I been so down bad yeah I can't go back there Yeah I been so down bad This shit will gives you nightmares Plenty nights all alone had to learn how to fight fear So many nights all alone and they left me right here Lost my cousin and I felt like I was right there All I got is memories now all I got is times shared And I should've checked for you and let you know Im right here I don't dream no more cuz I'm stuck on having nightmares I Just lost my cousin I almost lost myself He gone I wish he wasn't but he had this pain he felt Looked up to you everyday I swear only time could tell This pain I'm feeling right now Can't keep it to myself My cousin took his own life he felt he had to do it Such a bad time for me to make some sadder music Grew up in the hood I had so many bad influence Niggas give you Guns an teach your lil ass shoot it An My cousin never struggled he ain't show that side to me I swear you would've called I would've brung you company I was under you now I got you looking over me You taught me all my moves just like it supposed to be Facing demons separately we shouldve did this together But I promise 2020 really made us close as ever And I promise marquise your name will really live forever We was really young an dumb and we ain't know no better You had friends I had friends you let me hold your sweaters I was trynna be like you but I know you do it better Yeah I been so down bad yeah I can't go back there Yeah I been so down bad This shit will gives you nightmares Plenty nights all alone had to learn how to fight fear So many nights all alone and they left me right here Lost my cousin and I felt like I was right there All I got is memories now all I got is times shared And I should've checked for you and let you know Im right here I don't dream no more yeah cuz I'm stuck on having nightmares