Supposed To Be

He's the golden child (I just feel like) (I'm not where I'm supposed to be mentally) (You feel me) (Like I'm at a crossroads for real) (Like I'm at a inner struggle) I know I'm supposed to be okay (But I'm really not okay) I feel this pain everyday (I don't wanna see another day) I know I'm supposed to be the greatest But sometimes I really hate it Even though I keep it real They still treat me like the fakest You say you feel my pain I don't see me on your playlist And every time I sing Only time I feel the sanest That's just how I feel Yay That's just how I feel I feel all alone I'm stuck up in my zone I got this theory if I do them right, they'll do me wrong I swear depression keep on ringing on my telephone It's acting like a crazy wife, like when you coming home? She say (Why you keep on running from me) I say (This ain't where I'm supposed to be) (Where I'm supposed to be) I know I'm supposed to be okay (But I'm really not okay) I feel this pain everyday (I don't wanna see another day) I know I'm supposed to be the greatest But sometimes I really hate it Even though I keep it real They still treat me like the fakest You say you feel my pain I don't see me on your playlist And every time I sing Only time I feel the sanest Yeah I'm supposed to be okay Depression all on my phone, I wanna turn them away I'm so sick of the lies You say you love then you hate me Damn why would you snake me It ain't easy being me you cut my heart with a razor I wanna see our name on billboards all in the paper I gotta grind for my mama, wanna show her I'm great And yeah I started then got, I had to make me a way It wasn't no food up in our house We had to make us a plate I know I'm supposed to be okay (But I'm really not okay) I feel this pain everyday (I don't wanna see another day) I know I'm supposed to be the greatest But sometimes I really hate it Even though I keep it real They still treat me like the fakest You say you feel my pain I don't see me on your playlist And every time I sing Only time I feel the sanest