Make It Last

I feel like the chewed end of a pencil When I wake up most days I feel brutalized by life in so many Little petty ways How can so little misery Taint so much that's right A moment in the morning And it lasts me until late at night I'm gonna make it last it makes me feel alive Lean into misery live awash with bile I'm gonna make it last feel my hatred thrive I try and fight the feelings that plague me But to no avail Leaves me weaker than a kitten With a heavy burden tied to its tail I know that in my heart it's just a small amount Of rotten bad luck But anxiety is testing me to breaking point And it feels just like love I'm gonna make it last it makes me feel alive Lean into misery live awash with bile I'm gonna make it last feel my hatred thrive Don't try and help me baby I'm a tough one to survive I'll drag you down there with me You won't get out alive I'm gonna make it last It makes me feel alive Lean into misery Live awash with bile I'm gonna make it last Feel my hatred thrive