The Fear

I walk in the room pick the quietest corner Take a seat and be a burden to no other I have the fear What if they catch me out in a lie Saying I need to leave early When I just have the fear It's not something I'm proud of When I leave without being seen Wake up to messages asking what became of me I got the fear I got the fear I got the fear I got the fear What do I do with my hands And how do I get out of this I'm so disappointing I'm always declining It's so overwhelming The fear of joining in The fear of joining in The fear of joining in The fear of joining in