Happy In Reverse

I had to realize Nothing lasts forever Neither you and I Got those lipstick stains On my clothes I'm not feeling right I'm not feeling right Girl without you I'm just happy in reverse Don't want this to be over And the truth It fucking hurts Damn we been so up Now I'm dead in the dirt Yeah, you put me last And I always put your first Girl without you I'm just happy in reverse Don't want this to be over And the truth It fucking hurts Damn we been so up Now I'm dead in the dirt Yeah, you put me last And I always put your first Now I need therapy Sadness inside me Love was my remedy Now I can't barely breathe Left me so suddenly Which I still can't believe Frozen my heart You made me bleed Like 144P I cannot see I'm always falling for the wrong ones Woah woah I get too attached And I can't let go go Cloud nine Now I fall so low low Gone but in mind u roam Memories, reminiscing I cannot stop You trapped eternally I can't feel love Don't wanna be broken Rather stay numb I`m soo numb I had to realize Nothing lasts forever Neither you and I Got those lipstick stains On my clothes I'm not feeling right I'm not feeling right Girl without you I'm just happy in reverse Don't want this to be over And the truth It fucking hurts Damn we been so up Now I'm dead in the dirt Yeah, you put me last And I always put your first Girl without you I'm just happy in reverse Don't want this to be over And the truth It fucking hurts Damn we been so up Now I'm dead in the dirt Yeah, you put me last And I always put your first