Bad Friend

Hey old friend How has everything been Do you still have the memories from then One thing goes wrong Then it’s the next I’ve been having unopened texts There’s a million things I wish I had said And a trillion things I always regret I’ve been having trouble holding my breathe When I’m thinking bout the times we went to quick pushing all the limits I’ve been having trouble my breathe when I’m swimming in thoughts from the dirt that you said I’m in bed Why did you do the shit that you did I’ll never understand it so I just fucking quit Some people say you’ve changed but I don’t believe them Is that how you saw me when I’m Thinking bout the time I went to You, are you almost gone? I wanna make it there before you gone I wanna make it there before you go I’m I too close? I really wanna know I know you're mad but I can open your eyes If you just let me guide I’ve been waiting for a day that I can make it No more faking Restless nights thinking While you’re battling off addiction I know I will never know What you’re really going through I try to put it in perspective I hate when all these memories Playing back in my head Maybe life could be better If I could forget them