I Kept It to Myself

I waste so much love of my life Given it away to people Who don't care about anything other than themselves I wish I could get to know someone Who really loves me for me No one seems to be Like that everyone around me fake as f*ck That's the reason I can't show no love I keep it all myself, I know I keep it all to myself, I don't care Im all to myself And that's the way it's gunna to stay Cause I don't give a f*ck about anybody outside Can't stand all the fake conversations I just hate everyone Nobody seems to get me And I keep it all under myself It's getting so bad thought about killing myself Last time and no one called I even called my mom I even told my mom I even got the job I got the heart and now I'm gone Goner