When I Was There

When I was there 17 years ended in a second Dying hurts It hurts people you would never hurt Life is beautiful I can't complain Can't believe i didn't want to believe them then I'll never wish it away again Nothing hurts before like that did Used to be scared of getting big Used to throw up to stay thin Used to be scared of starting new schools Thought small opinions mattered Thought I should shape myself around them Posted my life online But no one cared that I survived My friend told me as long as you try Your gonna be alright Baby, it's okay to cry God gave you a second try This time make it right This time you'll be alright