NINA / Online?

I know a girl named Nina and that's not her real name but we'll run with it like a pair of scissors I'm young, dumb, and so innocent I make the perfect storm for the winter As autumn ended I would be upended by her discontentment Never no trip to the discotheque and after fixing the Beamer I'm out of bread so what's the next step? I'm unsure, but she'll take it there without me She scratch off the serial she ain't being claimed by nobody Well, it's calm I guess I'm down for empowerment but not this energy Would've been nice to know before I met your uncle and he joked and threatened me with knife crime. Punchline: he must not know about you though Careful don't leave no stains your furniture nouveau Your family act like they tied in, like they really know Tuco. They move foul when I'm moving to you so my free throw easy like Giannis I been leaning on you, yeah I keep you right here by my side just like my life depended on it, yeah But you stay loaded and you go off on anyone There ain't no safety I could turn on for you *Established!* Swore the surgery that I had as a kid would be my last for a while, but I blinked Then at 19, you come around talking to me like you'd hold me down Doctors yelling from across the room a hollow chorus crying "hold him down," anesthetic, amputate But ain't that what it's always been? A dose of mediocrity and in exchange you're getting all I am Checking for the check and balance but the world is full of dead accountants To ruin me, she hell-bent and a far cry from heaven-sent Started off an early grad then became a stalling grad Warring over 40 hours like I been shooting off in Stalingrad Found a girl that's tryna give me besos sounding like she Stalin's dad Told me every single lie but all of the truth was near a double-slash and so I reach into my hidden stash Rummaging, searching, pulling out extras Funny thing about it all is wasn't a single one was extra, though Money change they minds if you show em you can flex, but if she find out you faking money she finna hop right to the next one on you Ok, now it's amazing to me that I ever let somebody get to phasing a G She like "why you gotta be so entertaining to me? You know I care for you boy" "But are you online? Are you with me? I'm holding you close I won't drop you gently Are you online?"