Still Waved

That chemical dependency is an awful thing and I just woke up in a haze It's funny how it feels nowadays when the colors all fade into gunmetal grey Just like the Beamer I roll through the city in it's all bliss til it breaks down I'm tryna see which one breaks first this glass heart or this bank account Last night moved real slow I was off the sauce for the first time I went to Monte house for the KD and it's a plate for me if I slide by so that's 2 for 1 if I came to vent And this time it's for a main event My girl been playing games from the genesis like she belong to the streets of rage And I'm still waved from yesterday I been feeling low and I run from it I get plenty love when I'm with my crew but when rolling solo I duck from it I'm still waved from yesterday, yeah I'm still waved from yesterday Switching up tones like ringbacks did in 2004, no relapsing, nah I never moved weight, no chance, cause of fear that the feds might be tapped in or letting my grandmothers down If I get locked up that's peak Still gotta make these moves just to pay these loans man I feel like I'm never gon eat But I am that weapon from the 90's living pipedream never let nobody try me I'll be in a grave too deep still living too large to be ever under pressure, how I see it Keep your feedback, never need that Where the keys at dawg? I'll drive it myself Focus relapse I'm still stuck in here Liquid confidence has been talking, man Cause I'm still waved from yesterday I been feeling low and I run from it I get plenty love when I'm with my crew but when rolling solo I duck from it I'm still waved from yesterday yeah I'm still waved from yesterday I held judgment in my heart over self-destruction that I couldn't get then I hit the lowest lows but at least these floors are marble And nah, this ain't impossible to break free from but that night was a show -- need a re-run Still waved Connecting...