A Break from My Brand of the Unusual Usual

I don't want you to be mine I wanna be yours because Your a break from my brand of the unusual usual So is it really a surprise that I would find u quite suitable When someone's wit and charm is really quite beautiful And when that person provides a break from my brand of the unusual usual Love probably isn't the right word But with u is the only time that I really sense I have worth This isn't love at first glance So I'll walk back over again For my chance at a first chance But of course I'm not going to take Cause I need certainty Before I risk a date My mind takes the lead So heart u get the passenger seat While I determine if it's worth the risk Of somewhat eternal damage To that organ that beats My wit and charm really can't compete When I compare myself to you I realize I'm obsolete But even still I'll change who's in the lead And let my mind take the passenger seat So I'll do it today Time to risk that date But then I think again And think I'm too late My mind once again takes the lead But trust me it's ok Cause I'm fine with being alone forever Cause I won't be completely alone Just friend zoned Without you I feel like a lifelong user of tobacco mouth chew But it's fine, it's all right Cause I just need u to be in my life Then things will be quite dandy Even though that red turns out more burgundy Cause really love is quite a bit darker Im really not fine with being alone forever Cause being friend zoned Is not alone But also not unknown So I'll stick by ur side Hopefully Not mistakenly Sorry I'm sorta a mistake myself But nothing less I'm a narcissistic Pessimistic Little sick The whole not unknown thing takes some fun out of it Sorry again We probably won't ever have moonlit picnics With just the 2 of us Unless one day I finally take a risk On a date with the one person who gives me my only break from our special brand of the unusual usual If I ever realize that my efforts aren't completely futile I would do it by getting to the topic of alone forever Then I'd say how bout we not be lone, together But (can't put the heart at risk, again) Maybe things will never be better But the lie comes again oh me I'm never better