Always You

I did it again I fell down Without a sound I thought and I created an idea of you That isn't true so it isn't you Unrealistic expectations Plus an over complicated imagination equals a false sense of truth And a twisted image of you Don't know how I'll live without That idea That appeal But I'll stay strong for you Or at least my twisted version of you I had nothing to do But that nothing lead back to you And I realize that that nothing is never nothing when it's something with you I'll always come back to you Or the you I once knew I don't even know where to start I'm to broken apart But you no where to find me Yeah you no where to find me I'll be up in the stars Cause I got to be far Away But here is where I'll stay You know where to find me Yeah you know where to find me I'm over you But not the you I once knew If I just get it out of me I'm stuck in a cycle Love and become more suicidal My decision has to be what's final I don't even know where to start I'm to broken apart But you no where to find me Yeah you no where to find me I'll be up in the stars Cause I got to be far Away So here is where I'll stay You know where to find me Yeah you know where to find me Guess I'm just left stuck here I guess that I'm just left stuck here I guess that I'm just left just stuck here I guess that I guess that WHY THE HELL AM I HERE I don't even know where to start I'm to broken apart But you no where to find me Yeah you no where to find me I'll be up in the stars Cause I got to be far Away You know where to find me Yeah you know where to find me When you decided you love me again Cause I sure as hell still do I love you I'm sorry I'll always come back to you Or at least the you I once knew