Emo Neglect Rap

I'm on life's journey With no guide Besides for the one That's hiding deep inside My fortress of a mind Maybe I'll find The answers to the questions That have not been kind At the bottom of this bottle So I'm going full throttle Towards a life of hurt and sorrow Chasing any possibility to throw away the pain And now I'm left in the crosswalk while everyone else continues in the fast lane How about we make a bet It might get better yet But of course that's a let down And I continue to frown As I'm painted as a clown My thoughts are what's really loud And I realize I'm no longer proud Of who I am