Letter To Myself

My heart telling me one thing mind don't say the same so I'm stuck in my feelings Love so strong it took a hold of me was one in a million Was down on my ass I had nothing was worried 'bout money but couldn't even get it Never just thought of myself just everyone else that's where I was tripping Mind so gone, the struggle made me I was living like a ghost I ain't wanna be seen I swear I was dead broke Tryna get it how I live I ain't even have a home I just had one dream, to get to the top end Tryna get signed ain't got time for no clock ins Just wanna shine gone shoot off like a rocket Put my pride to the side told myself that I got it Moved out of state had to switch my surroundings Niggas just hate they like crabs in a bucket I told my momma one day imma make it She said that she know it and told me she love me Roll up that pressure, I smoke to relieve stress If I say I love you then I love you and I mean that Tryna make the struggle disappear (Mr. Clean that) Wanna buy my momma a new crib (Know she need that) Made some sacrifices know it hurt, I had to make a move Had to learn to put me first, ain't have no picks and chooses I been doing bad since forever, I got some shit to prove Hope you know it's all for the better, I gotta do what it do My heart telling me one thing mind don't say the same so I'm stuck in my feelings Love so strong it took a hold of me was one in a million Was down on my ass I had nothing was worried 'bout money but couldn't even get it Never just thought of myself just everyone else that's where I was tripping (Trippin') Aye. That's where I was slippin' Made me a promise that I was gone rise up and step on these lil bitty bitches Shout out to me this no celebration a nigga just feel like he winning I had a few disappointments but that will not stop me from chasing these benjis Fightin colors, got twenties and hundreds and fifties Miss my brothers, I'll do anything for them niggas Hope my sister know I love her, you a queen can't nobody tell you different I can't wait til I'm wealthy, f*ck rich I want all they could give me Smoke loud getting lifted, nigga all to the ceiling Feel like big dawg call me Clifford Watch I spin off getting dizzy I just poured up I been sipping Got a cold cup it been spillin' aye My heart telling me one thing mind don't say the same so I'm stuck in my feelings Love so strong it took a hold of me was one in a million Was down on my ass I had nothing was worried 'bout money but couldn't even get it Never just thought of myself just everyone else that's where I was tripping (Trippin')