Confused

Gettin too thin off the rations Got connections then why you lagging You ain't did shit why bragging Think you eating, dine and dashing Watched ya main die carol baskin Watched ya moms cry cause you ain't havin Leavin that crashin in the past tense This all happened cause you ain't have sense Lord Why won't I help myself Why would I risk my health Why don't I ask for help What should I do I'm so confused Rack up some views And they'll come to you Yea I'm so confused This passion's why I'm lastin Inna mansion Off the back ends Soon as cash in get to stashin Run it back GEB no relaxin Fam is not fed get to taxin Feelings are dead no reaction No reaction (Noooo) Pockets are whole Soul a fraction Lord Why won't I help myself Why would I risk my health Why don't I ask for help What should I do I'm so confused I'm so confused