CONCEALED PAIN

RIP Uncle Jerm RIP Sharr Shit errbody gotta story to tell But it's up to you to tell it I just hope y'all feel me on this one Let me talk about this pain that I have inside I almost lost my brain, these tears I done cried To say I wasn't hurt, that would be a lie Cause it really hurt my heart, when my niggas died Now I'ma slide Ima grind with the 9, like I'm Joe Burrow Dad knew he was gone leave way before my mom was fertile I was 4, Youngin couldn't get a fathers kiss Nigga never was my dad, felt like he had to babysit Time passed, heart changed, my feelings got rearranged The love I had for my dad will never ever be the same Cold hearted like weather change Finally talking about my pain Tears shed, made it rain And I'm just tryna stay sane I smile on the outside, but I have concealed pain These tears I done cried hit harder then the rain My heart so damn cold why do I hold it inside I'll let it all fly before the day that I die And yeah they praise me but weren't there when a nigga was down All the nights I couldn't sleep My frowns hid behind smiles In my shoes you niggas can not walk a mile This pain made me who I am, it really founded my style And I lost Sharr 1st thing in the morning on my way to work Needed something to ease the pain, but couldn't pop me a perc Mom called me 12 at night and told me my uncle was gone I swear me and life ain't getting along All of my pain, concealed Ziploc bag, fully sealed This ain't a game, this shit is real And I'm feeling sick, man I'm ill All of my pain, concealed Ziploc bag, fully sealed This ain't a game, shit is real And I'm feeling sick, man I'm ill I smile on the outside, but I have concealed pain These tears I done cried hit harder then the rain My heart so damn cold why do I hold it inside I'll let it all fly before the day that I die I'll let it all fly before the day that I die I'll let it all fly before the day that I And yeah they praise me but weren't there when a nigga was down All the nights I couldn't sleep My frowns hid behind smiles And yeah they praise me but And yeah they praise me, And yeah they praise but weren't there when a nigga was down