Mental Health

I've been going through it, I don't trust nobody, it's been long Someone please come save me someone please come save me Look I was fucked up in the head I thought I was out Different voices in my head what they talking bout Heard a few them say just go kill myself Few times anxiety ran me out my house If company coming over no they not allowed They bring bad spirits it's hard to kick em out So many fucking falls I just prayed about it I was dealing with depression I was shame about it Me growing up in church ain't no church in me I barely went to school ain't no teaching me Only thing teaching me is this pain from my friends who thought had my back now my enemies It don't matter what other people say They don't care they will never feel your pain I'm hoping gettin to this bag change some shit around for me but it looks like it all gone be the same But some how I be feeling like the man If you need help I'll do what I can I'm pouring this pain from my heart took long enough to drop but thank you for my fans Crazy thing is I never dropped some music hoe It be the people you don't know that support you tho I was talking to my old head he told me lil Jav don't get stuck my nigga just keep moving bro I've been going through it I don't trust nobody it's been long Someone please come save me Hm mmm mm mm mm mmm It's been long I was fucked up in the head I thought I was out Different voices in my head what they talking bout Heard a few them say just go kill myself Few times anxiety ran me out my house If company coming over no they not allowed They bring bad spirits it's hard to kick em out So many fucking falls I just prayed about it I was dealing with depression I was shame about it Never thought I see myself in this position Growing up balling I was on a mission Was told not to put my eggs in one basket But I thought that this ball was gone pay for my tuition It don't matter what other people say They don't care they will never feel your pain I'm hoping gettin to this bag change some shit around for me but it looks like its all gone be the same I've been going through it I don't trust nobody it's been long Someone please come save me. Hm mmm mm mm mm mmm It's been long It's been long It's been a long time since I felt like myself Depression is real Anxiety is real all that shit is real man I'm Just remember we got to fight through that shit For real