Hurricane Summer

First day alone I was feeling fine Watching the wind blow Trying to ease my mind As time began to play out I was feeling blue Shadow boxing in darkness Let my mood come through But then the months got shorter I was feeling used Days were going by quickly Processing all the abuse How can you love yourself When you're your own worst critic How can you trust yourself When you let it all pass you by And I faltered to the point No one told me how To rise above the conflict Would I be bigger now I'm drowning Beneath the waves I'm in Inside the eye of it I'm so sick of it There's nothing wrong with me Is this my destiny How could you let me fall Into the hurricane summer It's dark and cold The rain is coming quick I feel so weak I wish I woulda built a stronger ship To gain some confidence And fight the wind with it But misery loves company here In hurricane summer I miss the blue sky Watching little clouds turn shapeless I used to be fine Now it's hurricane summer How can you love yourself When you're your own worst critic How can you trust yourself When you let it all pass you by And I faltered to the point No one told me how To rise above the conflict Would I be bigger now How can you love yourself When you're your own worst critic How can you trust yourself When you let it all pass you by And I faltered to the point No one told me how To rise above the conflict Would I be bigger now