Forever

Yeah I never thought This is where I would be at Make the same old mistakes My love is hot Yeah I got plenty of issues But I'll do whatever it takes She don't see me, better believe She see the person she want me to be Nah I don't think, I need a shrink But Sometimes It feel like I want to be free No I can't get away from the pain in my chest In a couple of hours you'll lay me to rest In a minute they'll put me down wearing my best So then all of the vultures can pick at what's left Yeah that shit was vibe baby now it's a wreck Always known at the end I'll be chasing a check Every day I've been sitting here trying my best Only give me a second I'm catching my breath Every morning when I wake up I just want to be the greatest So I can finally tell my baby mommas that I made it I don't wanna have to leave without the comfort of my babies But it's time I think I hear my train is pulling in the station I don't ever wanna be alone so baby take my hand And Promise me that you will take me to another land Somewhere I don't gotta worry bout the problems of my past And my kids ain't gotta ask why they daddy always sad I don't ever wanna die alone so baby take my hand And promise me that you will take me to another land Somewhere I don't gotta worry knowing even if I'm dead That everyone I love especially all my kids are fed I don't belong No where that I can call home That's why I'm singing this song I got it wrong Thought I was special But as it turns out I was never the one That ain't a thang Ima be thuggin through Heat in the summer, the winter and rain I got the game in a lock But she don't be noticing I'm trynna bury the pain This for the ones that got much on they plate And I'm still never noticing what is at stake When it's hard to determine the real from the fake I am the the one in control of my fate No one can tell me a lie to my face Cause I don't believe what y'all say anyway There is a lot piling up on my plate And it doesn't matter if I had just ate Overthinking is the reason why I'm feeling all this pain And even when I talk it over there is nothing that'll change You are always on my mind and I just hope you feel the same Cause a rose to me would smell as sweet by any other name I don't ever wanna be alone so baby take my hand And Promise me that you will take me to another land Somewhere I don't gotta worry bout the problems of my past And my kids ain't gotta ask why they daddy always sad I don't ever wanna die alone so baby take my hand And promise me that you will take me to another land Somewhere I don't gotta worry knowing even if I'm dead That everyone I love especially all my kids are fed Knowing even if I'm dead Everyone I love And all my kids are fed Yeah